You're an amazing person, and I want you to know people DO care about you, no matter what you think. People DO love you, someone DOES want to hold you in their arms, someone does want to spend their life with you. You just need to be patient, and let time take it's course. If you're feeling pain, take that as a good sign, it means you're living, and you've made it this far, I know you can keep it up. You may be only human, but you're capable of amazing things. You deserve to hear this daily. You're awesome, keep being you.