I apologize for ever being jealous instead of recognizing I just want a glimpse of what you have. All of you seem so perfect, so happy, so in love, so together. You deserve all the weddings you have celebrated, all the kisses you have exchanged,... you deserve everything you have, those wonderful feelings, everything. I am happy for you. I can't help crying sometimes when I see you, but it's only because some time has gone by and I'm still broken hearted and with all these feelings trapped inside of me. But I still wish you all so much happiness. May your partners always be faithful, always be there, and always be a great inspiration and partners in Dharma.

thank you my partner in Dharma