I'm taking his chances of becoming a father. I'm unable & he is too good a man to leave. I have a good life. I know the decent thing to do would be to part but how do I willingly give him up. He is wonderful with our families' children, & as I watch him with them I can tell he feels tender for himself. My poor prince. I'm watching all their pregnancies progress & he is so strong for me. What a life he will miss. He is too beautiful to keep with me. He is everything we as little girls dream of our prince being. I am so fortunate. I pray for the strength to smile & say I had my time with him, now let him be with someone who can make the most of the wonderous person he is.... I will always have loved you 1st.