I feel stupid and depressed for letting the love of my life slip away. I'll never forgive myself for this...ever.

Dear Daniel T. Schmitt, I know you know me because you help mW out every and each single day. You are always so much help and protection to me. I feel safe with you. I feel like nothing bad is ever going to happen when you are around. When you stand next to me in our science room, reading my notes and responses over my shoulder, I feel like I'm wrapped in a warm blanket.

Dearest Daniel T. Schmitt, I need you so much and I feel safe and protected when you are around. You help me so much and I feel like you are making me a better person. A happier person. Because being around you is nothing but pleasure. I always can't wait until your class so I could hear you. And see you. And wish I was better at your subject. So when I get confused, I tell you. Because I know how tender and kind you are and that you won't judge. I want you around. Forever and ever. I need you. You are like a blanket of safety for me. When you stand there and you read my response over my shoulder to make sure I catch up, I know that I will be alright. Those stick - arounds and coming before school always hooks me up and I never want to leave. Tonight I was dreaming and I don't remember what had happened before it, but you put your hand around me. I came on here to tell you and the whole world how much I need you and how much I care about you. And I know I matter to you. Thank you for everything you had done for me.

Dear Hannah, I love you. Goodnight. ;)

Please forgive me my love. I'm really sorry.

I don't think you know but I really really care about you. I don't view you as some "second choice" to other people. You're important and I'm glad I met you.

My heart is not limited to the people I know. I love everybody on earth. Especially you, even if you don't think you deserve it right now. You're my favourite person right now because you need it.

You saved my life. I've been clean for 2 years now. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I wish you didn't hate me so much. God bless you. You're like my guardian angel, and you don't even know it!

I love you Hannah. Goodnight.

I wish I could kiss him goodnight.