Feeling suicidal and no it's not just a phase. My life isn't okay. I had no other choice but to drip out of high school because of moving so much and I needed up in a place with no schools nearby and there's schools far away but students need to pay money to go there. I have no money and no job. My future is nonexistent. I have no friends either. I am falling in despair more and more every day that comes and goes.. I really wish someone would help me , I live in Palmdale CA.. my ethnicity is Latino but I'm not a typical one. I just consider myself a human. Soon to be 21 years old and still not getting anywhere in life. I am literally drowning , metaphorically. Please help me someone if you live near me.. I don't want to commit suicide but i feel like I'm losing every other choice. Please... Just please someone...help me...