I don't know why you're always on my mind, day in and day out, even when I tell myself not today. I wish you would have agreed, and then the agony of all that time past would not exist. I wish things never turned out how they did. But my mistakes end with you. I will never be the soul bearer again. I'll never give out my heart so easily or chase pipe dreams. I'll do my best to always be civil or just don't try. Cause I can't take this no more. Things could have been so different...