I know that things are ##### right now but they're going to get better. I have been a very bad person and I don't think I will ever be forgiven but maybe one day I will be able to wake up and feel something other than regret. I am too much of a coward to face my fears but I know you are not. You are not. You are kind and beautiful and intelligent and you deserve so much more. So much so much So much more. Please stay safe