I'm sorry V. I'm sorry for falling in love with someone other than you, now that you are gone from this world. You were the only girl for me, and I know that to be true now. The girl I met last year just wanted to waste my time. You never wasted my time. We were worth each others time, and that is far more important than anything else in the world. If I ever come into money or win the powerball or lotto or whatever, I'm going to make that scholarship in your name. I'm going to buy you the ring you deserve, and I'm going to dedicate my life to you like I should have. No more falling for someone who just wants to brush me aside for another.