Feeling suicidal and no it's not just a phase. My life isn't okay. I had no other choice but to drip out of high school because of moving so much and I needed up in a place with no schools nearby and there's schools far away but students need to pay money to go there. I have no money and no job. My future is nonexistent. I have no friends either. I am falling in despair more and more every day that comes and goes.. I really wish someone would help me , I live in Palmdale CA.. my ethnicity is Latino but I'm not a typical one. I just consider myself a human. Soon to be 21 years old and still not getting anywhere in life. I am literally drowning , metaphorically. Please help me someone if you live near me.. I don't want to commit suicide but i feel like I'm losing every other choice. Please... Just please someone...help me...

Hi K.G! I know you wouldn't read this but I hope you will someday...

Good luck in our exams! I wish you the best and I very much love you :)

Well, MH, all I can do is wish you better for the future. You are a good guy and have a lot of potential but please learn to be more patient and a bit less selfish with others. You're smart, empathic, caring, lovely and you're gorgeous. Please keep looking after your body.

I love you, some part of me always will. Goodbye for now.

Those two were people I fell for within the past two years. One I dated, could have had but he didn't want me in the end, and the other never really wanted me, or even to know me (well, I am a woman after all, and I don't think she was gay or bi, though even if she was, I'm certainly not her type).

I so wish there's an actual reason behind why bad people initially win at everything and good ones just get hurt! Any opinions anyone?

Well all I can say is I will always love you and hope you make it. It just wouldn't have worked out. But I'll always root for you.

Let's watch a movie tonight my love. ;)

Have a great 2017, K. Same for you, M.

We have evolved to attach an emotional significance to what is nothing more than a survival strategy of the pack animal. We are conditioned to invest divinity in utility. Good isn't really good, evil isn't really wrong, bottoms aren't really pretty. You are a prisoner of your own meat.

If you want love, I hope you share it before you know it.
If you want money, I wish you endless wealth and unending generosity towards others.
If you want spiritual development, I send you my strongest and warmest love and wishes, and hope to see that you have achieved what you needed to achieve.